And a happy new year to all of us - remembered to say "White Rabbits" when I woke up for the loo at about 12.15 am (I heard the 8.00 pm fireworks tho I didn't get up to see if I could see but I surely didn't hear them bringing 2011 in the door). It has actually rained on and off throughout the day, not hard and heavy but rain nevertheless.
We'll see what 2011 brings me - I know they reckon adversity makes you stronger but to lose 8 months of my life - and the dogs'life - was a bit over the top!! Hope I have a few happier years before the next major drama - at least I seem to be back on track and raring to go: when they take away things you take for granted like walking, talking, eating normal food, etc, it sure focuses your survival spirit and I've tended to stop feeling sorry for myself (Have seen first hand just how many people are so much worse off than me so I was lucky I had such a (relatively) easy recovery - seems to me that everyone else did the work and I followed along for the ride!!) Although am still not 100% confident of my sea legs, am trying not to let fear rule the day but within that, am being careful (one of the ladies here had a fall and broke her hip this morning, so it's easy done)
As I do on Saturdays - and being New Year's Day to boot - I did nowt. I only got out of bed to go to the loo and for Charlotte to weigh me (95.1kg, so at least I didn't increase!) - got Charlotte to bring me in soup for lunch. I found another couple of games,
Roads of Rome and
Roads of Rome II to help pass the time, they're time management games and they keep you interested while you try to beat the clock!! Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't! While I played that, I downloaded the rest of Season 3 of
Criminal Minds which took forever but eventually got finished. (My iTunes invoice will be astronomical for the last couple of days!!) "
Iron Man 2" only had 10 hours left of the rental so I finally watched that and did enjoy it, tho it was a bit campier and more over the top than the first one. Once the Criminal Mind episodes finished downloading, I watched a couple - Season 3 must have been where I came in, watching the series on free TV because I remembered a couple of them, tho not the details or the ending, so not a total waste of money.
Went off to sleep about 12.45 am having thoroughly enjoyed my slothful day!!
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Nice bright day and tho some clouds about, they're white, wooly ones, not dark and threatening! I spent the morning until 9.00 a m just lying about and favourite pasttime, surfing fabric and nedlework sales. Debbie rang and we ended up yakking for quite a while as we caught up. She was out walking so was a good uninterrupted discussion, I enjoyed it tho she was heavy breathing a bit - lol.
After we said goodbye, I got up and had my shower. For the first time, I used the shower chair not on wheels and I even stood up to wash myself - felt perfectly balanced and quite safe which is great, so now I'll have the courage to shower with no nurse in the room. Tina dried me off from the knees down and then I got dressed, once again standing on my own two feet. What a wondrous feeling -- maybe by the time I get to go home, I'll feel confident on my feet altogether and the wheelie walker will be a thing for walking outside or a thing of the past.
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A big smile for the future - 2 January 2011 |
Tina did my dressing and then brought me some soup for lunch, so I could just keep playing - having a great internet day today. Checked out the hire of mobility aids (being the New Year weekend, nobody was manning phones or chat lines) - Spent the arvo not spending money but surfing around checking out things I want as well as searching for the email from Troy, the home handyman - I know I saved it but can't find it. So that will be another thing on my "To do" list - get another quote.
I also finally made up my mind to upgrade my mobile and go back to post-paid - Optus on prepay does not work for me - it was slow old going and IE kept timing out so in the end, it wouldn't transfer prepaid to postpaid and I have to do the phone thing, so will wait until I get home, but all that took me a couple of hours!!
Still didn't want to go to sleep even tho by then it was 12.40 am, so I ended up watching 2 episodes of "Criminal Minds" before I drifted off, just a case of turning my brain off, were it that easy 90% of the time!!
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Peter woke me early for his usual cigarette argument with the nurses - but I did manage to go back to sleep for another hour or so until time for brekkie - had a "Criminal Minds" marathon today - the rest of Season 4 downloaded overnight so had them all there to watch, so another very lazy day - will be glad to get back to proper routine, really this is just wasting time and I have muscles to build and brain imprinting to learn!! I am so impatient to get me back into shape tho I do know it will take a long time: am 8 years older and really let everything go this time, but if I try hard I think it can be done or at least most of the way there. If I don't focus on something else, ie TV show, I can think of nowt else but getting out of here and going home!! I do know if they decide tomorrow that the 21st is a better date, I have to grit my teeth and suck it up but at this point, it'd be a blow.
My favourite dinner - Broccoli Soup/Macca Cheese - I got a book from their library (an
Inspector Henry Tibbett mystery) so was rude and read whilst I ate my dinner so I missed Dell getting all upset because she'd been forgotten - went right past me and didn't even hear it!! Back to my room for dessert (Mango Weis) and I was a very replete little Vegemite - and that, coupled with late nite/early mornings meant I slept like a log once I went to sleep about 10.00 pm.